Being easy isnt hard, but being hard isnt easy [ Scribbled @ 7:40pm on 3.28.05 ] im low and alone, pick me up i cant see Im blinded by the light your eyes shine on me trying so hard not to let you go but actions are louder than words, your true colors are exposed now...your true face really shows. I just wanted to be happy, and with you i'm not I thought i had learned my lesson but some how I forgot. The eyes of a snake are seducing and bright and to walk away and be strong, i'll have to put up a fight I'm not going to lose again because i refuse to cry......your no good for me, all you are is a masked lie...............................................................................................................this ones for lewis count on me*

hey [ Scribbled @ 4:17am on 12.8.04 ] stuck is what i feel, my heart once again has been broken by a guy i begin 2 give my self to, i cant take it anymore, i wish I can just have the guy of my dreams, and love him and only him ..I hate the who gay scene...lost,looking for love, yearning to be wanted for who u are instead of u what u put out. count on me*

hey [ Scribbled @ 9:05pm on 10.15.04 ] u know....i dont understand guys sometimes........alll they are good for is hurting me,,,so? why try to find one when all they are gonna do is hurt me? count on me*

hi [ Scribbled @ 11:17pm on 9.16.04 ] tired..hating boys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 1 can count on me*

hi [ Scribbled @ 9:06am on 9.16.04 ] ugh.......im buggin out....new song in the works....i only have a verse .....'' I have to get away from you because,....Being near you everyday, hurts me more in every way. I know now that you'll never know ow much I cared when all I wanted was to love you and just be there. You asked me to wait but I wont wait forever hoping that one day that we'll be together, I cant take it no longer this pain keeps getting stronger everyday in every way. ..... well thats all I got but when i finish it...its gonna be another single...and listen mothafuckas...my writing is all copywrited so i'll flip if anybody tries to take my shit...ok bye!! MD count on me*

hi... [ Scribbled @ 11:13am on 9.15.04 ] omg im excited...lol...im telling you...thats gonna be a sucking smash hit single...hehehehahahaha im proud about that....ok another thing...for those who will be reading this......umm not everything that I write has to directly tie in with me...so if there are assumtions...i'd rather you leave me comments so i set set it right..cause I dont want anybody to be offended...lol...anyways...cant wait til fri...(thunders is the place I will be..due to the fact that Im an A list boy now..lol....aka "Little mike". thats how im known by name...def not SWIZE causer im sure u all know that there is nothing little abt me except my height..lol...(fresh moment)......hmm what should i be a Nag abt now....ok...for instance...I fucking hate being single..well sorta you see...this is how i'll break it down.. being single has it advantages...I cant flirt and dance with whom ever I please but at the end of it all I dont want to end up being a CLUB WHORE. becausein all reality I dont flirt that much.. but anyways..I just want a guy who will be honest with me and wants to talk on the phone abt NOTHING you the cute stuff...but...its gonna take a while...I know I'll find what i deserve one day...i've learned not to look so hard....and to let things happen then...work on things and to be pushy abt things happening. oh...wow...that was ALOT I guess I was having a vent moment! lol lol...I have no clue where that came from!!!!!!!! omg I just went into a mariah carey Ramble...I fuckin love her! anyways...im gonna go now but im sure i'll have something to say in a little while!!!Smoooochies!....md 1 can count on me*

anybody else.......(omg my first offical song) [ Scribbled @ 10:45am on 9.15.04 ] The day you said that you couldnt be with me was the day I lost sight and I could no longer see, I tried to fight it, but this hit has beaten me, no I cant deny it I still love you endlessly I know that your gone thats why I wrote you this song I can't love anybody else the same way that I had loved you, I hope im making sense abot it cause time still has to wound to heal will things change if I tell you how I really feel, I cant love anybody else, cause I still love you. you said things would never change, so dumb...I believed you, and my life I didnt wanna rearrange, you said you would still be there you asked me to dry my eyes, I tried so hard to believe you ...I still cried ...and you lied. I cant love anybody else the same way that I had loved you I hope you understand what Im saying cause time still has this wound to heal will things change if I tell you how I really feel? I cant love anybody else cause I still love you. I want to watch how you are I wanna still be your star want to know what could have been want to still taste you kiss your just too much to miss, am I ever on your mind I just want some of your time want to know if you ever miss me, ever miss me?? I cant love anybody else the way that I love, I hope that your listening to me, cause time still has this wound to heal will things change if I tell you how I really feelI I cant love anybody else cause I still love you, I still love you, I still love you. I know that your gone thats why I wrote you this song. 1 can count on me*

last night..... [ Scribbled @ 10:34am on 9.15.04 ] Last night steve called me...lol...we were laughing our asses off....HE SEEMS to lovvvvve his mashed potatoes with milk and water..lol..(hes a trip)heheh i miss him being around...well..g2g.bye count on me*

would u be mad [ Scribbled @ 11:34am on 9.14.04 ] would u be mad if i told u i lied...and even though i was kissing him..it was u that i was think of inside??? would u be mad if i told you that im upset...because to u im just a throw-away but for him, you cant wait till the next day.....u fucking asshole sometimes i hate you so much because ur blind and choose to stay that way. count on me*

hi... [ Scribbled @ 5:15pm on 9.10.04 ] im so nervous...im gonna throw up ...im so fucking serious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 count on me*

such a me quote!! lol [ Scribbled @ 6:26pm on 9.7.04 ] "I don't do I just am" count on me*

flipped [ Scribbled @ 5:38pm on 9.7.04 ] I lose control the end of you is near, don't cry your tears now, i already smell your fear. Too little to late, i've lost my cool im no longer your little fool. Fuck you, Fuck everything that reflects you..."I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do" The past year is enough...my Life now TARNISHED for what you dd...No more tears for you. .... count on me*

something that I couldnt have said better [ Scribbled @ 5:37pm on 9.7.04 ] "Fall To Pieces" I look away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the star Back into your arms [Chorus] count on me*

now......a diffrerent [ Scribbled @ 4:13pm on 9.7.04 ] [ mood | content ] Many say its bad or tha its a sin but, my mind tells me differentwhile screams within. I know exactly as my body starts to rock as gently stroke the bas of my swollen throbbing cock, thoughts run run through my mind as who I want it to be my mind creates a scene for only me to see. Breakouts of sweat with his breath in my ear my hands on his I could see it all, it's so clear. The strenght of his hand on my waist, and the glisten on his body looks so good but it's only for me to taste. Not a minute to waste because, theres a little time left. My legs on his shoulders while his tounge makes it wet, with his final thrusts his muscles begin to clench... My body getting tighter, my wrists fill with pressure the bed is what their up against. Moans leave my body as I scream in his pleasure groans leave his body too blissful to measure.....He hlds me down as we start to explode The wetness of our bodies made up slip as our heartbeats stary to implode.. Soon after we stopmy mind begins to flicker , as the tension in my body gets thicker and thicker, I blink my eyes and then....your gone...............Ive been alone all along 1 can count on me*

just the beginning....(i need you) [ Scribbled @ 3:54pm on 9.7.04 ] seems you're always in my dreams you fill my waking hours your presence and your promise,warm me with their magic powers My heart in disarray- my mind is reeling with distraction my body feels for yours and irrestible attraction When ever we're apart that sense of emptiness starts growing, but when your close to me my world is filled to overflowing, My thoughts all lead to passion my emotions fully heed you, Each moment and every bit of me keeps saying that I need you count on me*

Credit [ Scribbled @ 5:25pm on 7.13.04 ] I just wanna thank unloved_dbug for doing my layout! love ya girlie! count on me*

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